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Why does it feel like whenever I get close to someone they always disappear?
What is the point in letting people in then, if they're just going to go away.
I already have a hard time letting myself get close to someone
and now it just seems inevitable that they'll disappear.
Maybe its just me...nobody wants to be around me because I'm so messed up.
I don't blame them, but it still hurts.
I just want to be able to live by myself and waste away,
leaving everybody behind- they won't care anyway they'll just forget about me.
I think I'm going to start.
I don't want to deal with life anymore so I'm just going let myself be consumed
and I'll drag my hurt and pain on by just letting myself waste away into nothingness.
What is the point in letting people in then, if they're just going to go away.
I already have a hard time letting myself get close to someone
and now it just seems inevitable that they'll disappear.
Maybe its just me...nobody wants to be around me because I'm so messed up.
I don't blame them, but it still hurts.
I just want to be able to live by myself and waste away,
leaving everybody behind- they won't care anyway they'll just forget about me.
I think I'm going to start.
I don't want to deal with life anymore so I'm just going let myself be consumed
and I'll drag my hurt and pain on by just letting myself waste away into nothingness.
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